• 7:49:00 AM, Monday, April 23, 2007
You know, sometimes I wished it never happened.
Then maybe it won't hurt so much now...
'Hurt' By Christina Aguilera
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't to do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you
Nice song ehs? Jaz's favourite song now. And probably mine too.
It's so emo! Haha. But the tune's really nice and soothing.
It's my ringtone! =D
My dear girl, stop worrying about me kks? I'll be fine. I know you won't stop worrying till you really see for yourself that I'm over it and that I'm not affected by it anymore. But it'll take some time. And as for now, I'll keep forcing myself to be ok. And I will be :) Trust me, okay? As I told you just now before leaving, nothing will change. However we say it would, it won't. It leaves me one choice. But don't worry, I'll be over it in no time.
I understand what you said just now. As you had put it, it's a matter of choice. Between the two. And of course, the choice is obvious. I accept it. I can't blame. I'll just take it as that. It's the direction I'm heading towards. Sometimes I'll hold back, but believe me, I'm trying. And I'll continue to.
I know I'll always have you around me. So for now, I'll be safe :)
♥ loved at : 7:49:00 AM
